Musings of the boy next door

Cloudy Thoughts

I said ‘I love you’. You said ‘I’m crazy’.
We have been here before but now it’s time up!
Trying to move on from you but everywhere I go, see something that reminds me of you.
I used to be happy for you, I still am but now I don’t just want to hear from you.

Every little thing reminds me of the truth, you and what could have been.
But wishes aren’t horses, so beggars can’t ride.
Did you ever promise to give all? LOL! Such a brilliant joke.
Why did I ever think I could fix every situation? I’m such a clown.

If I don’t see you, I won’t remember the new guy and I won’t have any reason to be jealous.
You know jealousy metamorphoses into anger. Well, I don’t want to be a victim.
I need to come out top in the anger management classes.
I got to show class, I have got to be tough or else people will say I have got issues.

Things look down for me now but don’t think it’s over because you left.
I won’t be in a hurry to replace you just because I feel there’s a blank space to fill.
I want to feel the vacuum first before filling it.
You are not a mistake but I don’t want to repeat the same mistake.

Done being into you and heading back into the jungle where I was before you came my way.
Hopefully, if I wander deep into the jungle and climb the hills, I may eventually get to touch the clouds.


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